Salam / Hi friends,
It's been so long that i haven't posted something on my blog, it seems that im too busy with work and hectic schedules.. How are you?? I am good, but lately i have these feelings of loving towards babies.. Like for instance not only human babies even animal babies i felt like sooo passionate about them and even feeling of wanting to have them..
When i look at babies, i feel love, i feel relieve, and it just makes me tense free. I always day dreaming, when i have a baby, as soon as i got back from work, i see them, play with them, and kiss them vigorously hehehe.... But since im not married to be thinking of having my own baby would totally out of the subject. So i look into baby rabbit and kittens... they are sooo CUTE... I wish to adopt them.. but then, i have to think again who's gonna take care of them if im out to the office, will i be able to bath them, give them food, will i be able to play with them and you guys should know something, i am afraid of animals, i am afraid of bites or scars, that is why i am afraid whether im tough enough to handle animals!! hehehe... awhh that feeling is sucks.. i wish i could just get married and have my own baby...
Is it time to search for love?? Is it time for me to get married? Will i be able to find a husband that loves me so much?? haish.... (the thoughts that i hate most)... My mum she said to me, "Akak, go on dates, go look for a boyfriend.." i said, "No, i like my life like this, not to have think about guys, and besides, i want guys to look for me, not me to look for them"... Almost all of the guys i've known lately, ask me to call them... (WHAT??) you want to tackle me, and you ask me to call you up, and i have to pay the bills.... And again, you all men said you misses me a lot, but did you call me up, just say hi?? just say i miss you, and goodbye?? NOOOO... Let me say here, 'GUYS NOWADAYS JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO LOVE GIRLS AND APPRECIATE US'... (When will i meet a decent guy who wants me so badly.... only ALLAH knows)... :)
So for now, i just played with my adorable nieces and handsome nephews... but in my heart i wish i had my own... and also my friends babies....
Okie....
That is all for now...
xoxo (muah muah)
