Me Again...
What have happen to me?? What have i been doing??
Well friends, i've been healing myself.. I am trying to get back on my own two feet all by myself struggle to get up when someone i love already push me down and stab me at the back... wow!! really painful..
I went to Melaka recently with my friend Aznim and before that i went to Batu Pahat (the place where i was grew up when i was a teenager) i went to school there since i was standard 2 (SK Convent Batu Pahat) till Form5 (Temenggong Ibrahim Girl School) then my father got transfered to KL so i move in to Petaling Jaya. Ok i am not here to tell bout myself. hehehe...
I think making myself busy was a good way to heal my heart. But sometimes i will go back to my senses 'GG'... I told my friend Anim, Ikhwan and sometimes Ainn... I said, "I am actually bored, bila bukak Handphone Phonebook, aku nampak balik-balik nama GG-ex bf, Nizam-ex bf, Zul-ex bf, Halim, if not halim, Afiq, i am bored.. If aku tengok number Gg (menyakitkan hati jangan telepon), If aku tengok number Nizam (Jangan call suami orang dah), If aku tengok number Zul (tunang orang tu bakal kawen, jangan nak gedik), Halim (alaaa jangan gedik sangat lelaki duda ni and mungkin dia sibuk dengan anak-anak dia), if call Afiq (hurm... tak habeshabes ajak lepak waktu orang smua tengah tidur)" Hurmmm...
Okayh, I am not gedik as i was way back before this. Maybe i am mature, and i dont want to be friends with guys who takes me as just a friend. I am looking for a husband. But well i already told my mum, i dont want to search for love, i am letting my family and friends to find my soulmate.. I want to get married, have a husband to love me for who i am (i am not desperate, i just want to have babies) hahaha... :D
So i had my fun months, i am not crying but still a bit hurt.. Still can feel it and still can come out droplets of tears.. hehehe... What i do then??? I go for KARAOKE with my cousins and families.. YEAY~!! i went karaoke with even my friends at melaka the other day... wuuhuuu~!!!
What to do, i love singing.. Below are some of the moments i had while i was in batu pahat and melaka.. Later maybe next month i am going to Bukit tinggi or Cameron Highlands. I will update soon k friends..
xoxo,
Salam_Enjoy...
Above, if when i was to melaka recently with my friend Aznim and then i met Ikhwan, he has been a great tour guide...
I went to see my friend at SALAM, she deliver this handsome baby boy... awhh do i have a gift to hold baby hehehe :D
Above, is when i was in a melt down.. and my cousins took me for ice cream at One Utama, Baskin Robbins. I love them...
Went to see my friend wedding at Batu Pahat and i met long-lost enemy during high school Su.. and her daughter.. Now we are no more enemy.. umur pun dah tua hehehe... :D
This is nurul my friend..
At Pasar Batu Pahat Cari Satay For Breakfast hehehe..
